Grieving.
To grieve is a natural thing and a healthy thing to go through when you lose someone. Grieving is difficult in any circumstance but I'd just like to focus on this. What happens when you need to grieve over someone who is still alive but you've lost? I always associated grief with losing someone that had died. But then I lost someone. I lost someone out of my life that I truly believed would be there forever. Not only did I lose them but I knew they were bad for me. I was left feeling mixed emotions when they decided to walk away from me. Was I angry? Sad? Relived? Guilty? Anxious? I had no idea and even to this day I still don't know how I feel. They say there are 5 stages of grieving: -Denial -Anger -Bargaining -Depression -Acceptance Everyone is different and not everyone will go through each stage or in any particular order. For so long I was stuck in the stage of denial. I couldn't believe after so long of having that person